According to this article Hillis blames himself for being a healthy scratch in Week 10
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FRANK SCHWAB
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ENGLEWOOD "¢ After watching Peyton Hillis run through or past defenders when given the chance to play tailback last year, many
Broncos fans have wondered where Hillis has gone this year.
Hillis wonders at times too, although he takes a large share of the blame. He was Denver's leading rusher last season and played well in the preseason. Hillis' role has been mostly insignificant since then, and reached a low point Sunday when he was a healthy scratch.
"I'm disappointed right now the coaches don't think I'm up to my standard,"Â Hillis said. "I have to rethink my motives and prepare myself harder."Â
Hillis made sure to repeat that he didn't blame the coaches â€" he also thanked coach Josh McDaniels for understanding when he missed a few days of practice and the Pittsburgh game because he was in Arkansas after his grandmother died. He said he can only work hard, keep a positive attitude, wait patiently and understand there are situations he can't control.
"If I get playing time, great, and if I don't, then it's just not my time,"Â Hillis said. "But I have to pick it up a bit.
"I just need to go out there and produce, because that's all I know how to do."Â
McDaniels didn't point to Hillis' effort being a problem, but said his deactivation Sunday was a result of special-teams considerations. He left the door open for Hillis to work himself back into an active role this week.
"He's in that mix every week to go to the game,"Â McDaniels said. "There's certainly no preset decision on whether or not he can dress or not dress and play or not play."Â
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